My job doesn't mean much more than a source of income, which I can't live without. Everyday I keep thinking about my friends studying abroad, or those starting a new life over there, while I am stuck here, just counting the days and waiting for weekends to come. I feel so desperate and distressed everytime when I realize I cannot go anywhere now, or perhaps never will. I like the convenience and friendness the place can provide. But what lies behind is in fact a stiff system that blocks aspirations and dreams. The education system has best exemplified the mentality. I can see no hope for this place, as I always have. Am I too pessimistic?
Some say it is difficult to fight against a group of people. If you do not have the power to change the others, you change yourself, or you join another group to start over again.
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