Thursday, January 27, 2011

Can you celebrate

I'm not a fan of Namie Amuro, but I have been thinking about playing this song in my wedding when I start walking down the aisle.  It seems that you will be able to live happily ever after with the song.
I had an uncle who passed away shortly after diagnosed of pancreatic cancer.   It was very painful for his family and to us around.  It is even more unbearable because it came at the time that my cousin was about to get married and busy preparing for the weddings.   Everything just came so suddenly and unprepared.
I went to three weddings the same year after he passed away.  The third one was my cousin's.  In the first two weddings, I kept thinking about them, thinking about my cousin couldn't be given away by her father, and I couldn't help crying when the brides started to walk down the aisle.  On my cousin's wedding day, it ended up that her brother took up the role and gave her away in the wedding.  There I cried again, but it was the last time I cried in the wedding since then. 

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